My Apologies( Mez)

Sorry babes for nt replying to yur comments
bt m completely stuck ed up here with my work which is driving me nuts
me won't blog for another week or so
Will reply to yur comments as well as to yur post whn bck
Till thn cheers
TC!

iThink

All good things in life are either illegal, immoral, fattening, expensive or carcinogenic."

Before i die

Before i die
i need to fly
to touch the sky

before i die
i need to do one sin

before i die
i neeed to make Monie
to njoy it all Honey

before i die
i need to speak it
so i don't have qualm of dying with it.

before i die
I will be the QUEEN
To the king of my dream :)

Because I am TRULY MADLY DEEPLY in love with him

P.S : I was scribbling something on the tissue paper where just one thought came in What i wann do before i die ..n i came up with it within few minutes!You guys can also tell me what yu wann do before yu die... i know everyone within have something or the other ...told or untold.... things they wann do atleast once?
Cheers!!

...Busy Bee...

Now thats whtt ppl calling me busy bee... now

I know i have not updated my space from loong..Mez reminded me that again !!

My work these days really keeping me bsy.. no need to raise an eyebrow :D

Yes i do work at office not jst sipping coffees and going round the pool table.

Probably in a day or two yu can chk this space n i hope yu find better updates from me;)

till thn cheers

bubye!

Was waiting for this friday since last Monday :))

Whoopy!! Its Friday now!!

About Onsite and Offshore!

Damn!!
At 7.01 pm
Empty bay with few heads staring their screen.My manager sitting bang opposite to me.He shifted yesterday to this place .But seems hes not gonna get set for long there as cafeteria entrance is just behind his back .Shoo shaa is continuous. Waise it should not make any difference to him bcoz i hardly see him on his desk:)
Nways thing is my onsite is planned from last 6months ...jst planning hi chal rahi hai...which is making me nuts.The moment i think i should better quit n get an onsite from some new job, they trap me by giving some incentive, onsite talks n like a nutshell i m trapped.
Rite now this guy is telling me that he cannnot find my name in the database to raise a Online request for Visa.Gurr! Now WTF is that!
He is asking me "Shruti, did you raise the manual Visa Request?"
I said ..NO not yet , sitting there he asking the other guy(My team lead).
"Hey why didn't yu asked her to do it?"
"I will do it now.. Was bsy with some other stuff ( Busy with Shit)".
I tell yu i believe he might be an PCO operator before this job.Gosh on call 24*7 . He is a bachelor mind yu 30+.After looking at him yu get to knw why .Who cares!
I hope that my Visa get processed soon n i can fly by the month end.Let see.Keep yu posted!
bfn:)

I’m in a bad mood .I don’t know why. It just is. And that’s all.
I thought today i will stop working and update my blog.But it seems this ain't right time.

~~~ THE TALE OF A DATE ~~~

She is my first and the only love till this point. Her name is Nivedita, a software engineer by profession. She is turning twenty-four shortly and she is undoubtedly the most beautiful girl on earth. I made it a point to share my feelings today with her, hoping this letter would do it all. I have not written any letters in my life till now, and this is perhaps the first time I pen down my thoughts and expectations for the person I love the most on earth.

It’s been four years since we met each other and a strong bond has grown between us through these years. I was unaware of her love for a long time. In fact, I hadn’t spoken a word with her till about a year I had seen her for the first time. It was in one long journey in train, I understood her love for me. It happened a year ago.

It was a trip from Kanyakumari to Chennai in Kanyakumari Express. We had passed Vizhupuram and it was 3 am in the morning. I thought I was the only one who was awake in the whole compartment in that early hour. But to my surprise, she was also awake.
I didn’t know then that it was for me she had got up that early. Hardly had she seemed to move her sight away from me. She smiled at me very often and every time I encountered that cute smile, I started eagerly awaiting the next battle with her smile and shining eyes. Her smile had everything in it, the story of unbelievable affection, care and what not.

From that moment, till now, I too have loved her to a great extent. We have never exchanged words about the love we have towards each other, but words are too less to reflect the amount of affection and love we share. I have always thought that the love would remain throughout our life and it happened to be the same till three months back.

Vivek had come into my life three months back. In fact I myself had waited his arrival for quite a long time, but from the moment he arrived, he has been the worst enemy in my life. Nivedita and he had grown close over times, and the fraction of time she spent with me got lowered to a great extent. Even the latest Sensex fall would be less compared to the fall in her affection for me.
I have wondered how it could suddenly happen, after near to four long years of understanding and love amidst us. At times, I have felt like killing that guy Vivek, but I have not had that much strength or braveness to do that. Still, what can he do? He did no mistake to his part, except for being born charming, cute and fair.

Two days before when I saw her, she was feeding food to him and I was hurt to the core on seeing the incident. My anger had boiled down to tears, and I broke. It took almost close to three hours for me stop crying, I felt I had cried more than how much I would have cried when I was born.

I have been trying to understand where it all went wrong, but to my fortune, till now, I haven’t been able spot it out. Once for all, I decided to tell all my feelings to her, no matter how she is going to deal with it. I have heard my dad saying a lot of times ‘Something is better than nothing!’ and I made up my mind to do ‘something’.

I fixed today to be the ‘DATE’ for throwing open in front of her the ‘TALE’ of my pure love for her. I don’t know whether I will get a positive response from her, but I pray God that only the best happens.

Trrrrriinnnnnnggggg…

My school bell has rung. The lunch break is over. My ‘UKG’ classmates would be ready to welcome me with the same cute smile as ever.

I hope my ‘MOTHER’ Nivedita will be alright, understands me and shares some time with me also, apart from that she spends with my three months old rascal ‘BROTHER’ Vivek.

Morning i gt this Forward...n i smiled after reading!! hope yu too! njoy!!

"If I were any better, I would be twins!"