Emotions

I want to say but don't want to speak.
I want to hear but don't want to listen.
I want to work but don't want to learn.
I want to be loved but don't want to love.
IS there any one or someone who can accept me as I am.

I don't know whats going in my mind.Want to speak bt gets
choked up...feels like i have lost
everything in one minute and second minute its normal.
Feels like crying out lound but can't.
M i gettign mad,..or emotions jst playing with me ..